I Should Have Loved You Presently

from by Concrete Jumpers

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.

      name your price



You said you didn't recognize yourself
You asked me if I thought there was a hell
I'm sorry if I made you feel like shit
That just wasn't how I felt I saw it

You said you missed me and forgot your own damn name
You asked me if I felt the same damn way
I'm sorry that I had nothing to say
Good god I wish we always felt the same

I'm nothing but those twelve songs that I love
I've been praying to things I know are not above
But I felt the pull of God inside my bones
I wish both of us were so much less alone

You said you wish you burned that shit with me
You asked me if you're clothes were too revealing
I'm sorry that I answered how I did
That's how I made you feel like shit

You said you miss the sting of it again
You asked me more about my brother Ben
I'm sorry that I told you what I did
I wish my family wasn't carved from sin

You said you saw a dead house in your dreams
You asked me if I knew what that could mean
I’m sorry that I didn’t have a clue
But that’s just how it always worked with you

You said you wish you could disguise yourself
You asked what it feels like to be someone else
I’m sorry that I had too much to say
I’d say anything again to make you stay


from Dear Madison, released March 18, 2017



all rights reserved